Today was another write off, I feel like I’ll never be able to meet any of the goals I’ve set! It is a frustrating defeatist attitude I know. It was compounded by getting stuck on the M2 for two hours in solid, tail to nose traffic. Door to door it has taken me six hours to get home. I walked up all the stairs en route but my steps are just “lightly active” and I’m dead on my feet.
How am I going to wake up at 6am and train? Is this what I really want?